adakah ianya hanya perasaan di atas angin sahaja? hari demi hari makin bertambah perasaan sayang aku padanya...adakah dia mengerti itu semua? mungkin aku berharap ianya begitu..

dan pada hari ini..aku amat gembira apabila dia dapat bermesra bersama anak buah aku sendiri...even seketika...tapi aku happy bila melihat dia boleh melayan kerenah anak buah ku...apa yg aku ingin share adalah...aku dapat rasakan yg dia boleh menerima keluargaku seadanya..bagaimana pula family dia terhadap aku? itu menimbulkan satu pertanyaan...

Siapakah aku di hati kau? Yea..itu yg sering bermain di fikiranku pada saat dan tika ini...aku sering bertanyakan pada diriku sendiri...adakah aku layak utknya? Adakah aku boleh berdamping di sisinya..?

Mungkin ini sering berlaku padaku ketika ini kerna sebenarnya hampir setahun aku menunggu kehadiran kau dalam hidup aku...aku mahukan kau melangkahndulu ke hadapan...tetapi baru sekarang ternyata aku dpt rasakan bahawa aku dahulu yg perlu membuka langkah demi masa dpnku...

hey all! assalamualaikum....wow..about half year i'm not post anything in my blog..hahaha...i'm too busy guys!

so, apa yang lily nak story morry kat sini adalah mengenai KENAPA SOMEONE BILA DAH ADA SOMEONE LAIN DIA AKAN LAYAN KITA MACAM KITA NI UNTUK DIA OR MMG MILIK DIA...? wait..mereka2 ni tak terfikir ke yang orang lain pon ada perasaan jugak? huh.. lama dah kot simpan nak berceloteh pasal benda ni kat sini..and hari ni baru berpeluang nak berceloteh..huhu..what's going on guys? you keep playing..keep nothing for them who you hurting!

Hey all..i think i want to share my happy day which is yesterday with my colleagues n family..big family okay..erm..yesterday morning till evening i went to sunway pyriramid for deepavali charity..anjuran umw corporation..my office..n i one of the volunteers including 27 other volunteers.. I am so happy with the event..my new experience since i work at umw corporation..n i got adopt sister..she is 15 years old..hee..

Then the event finished at 5.30pm...after that i got my niece n nephew birthday party at my home..waaa..happy sgt3..sangat meriah..i am being like child..a lot of balloons n i wear the party stuffs like cap...haha..ok..the pictures i will update later yeah...

Assalamualaikum n haiiii you all..heee..lama dh x update this blog..heee..rasenye almost 2 month..heee..never mind..just nk share something dengan korang..erm..cam ne eh..fikir punya fikir..cam ni la..hidup x selalu gembira dan x selalu sedih..Allah dah mengatur semuanya dengan baik..hanya Dia yang tau perjalanan hidup kita cam mane..

so.. kebahagiaan datang hanya sementara untuk kita..lily merelakan diri untuk lepaskan si dia untuk bersama dengan pilihan hatinya..huh..pilu..sebak..semua ada time ni..haiyaaa..never mind..i just want to share..i am not perfect at all..but dalam perkara ni..i am sorry..lily hormat keputusan dia even sedikit sebanyak ada jugak kekadang sedih..rindu..teringat dia..i think it is normal right? but till today i am never n ever forget him..huh..kekadang bila tgk muka dia..sebak pon ada..even we are just 1 month declare as couple..but my mom n also all the family members accept n trust him..okay2..dh la..malas nk cerita sedih2 nih..x guna pon..just move on..n lily doakan dia bahagia hingga ke jannah.. :)

happy born day to me..! heee.. even my birthday on last monday (15 July) ..but i am happy with all the things happen to me before, present and after the day..huh..i am so speechless with all that kind of happiness..

oh yeah..the presents from many person also made me happy all the days...heee..thank you very much to all of them cause gave me the 1001 happiness in my life starting on sunday till now..heee..thank you very much to my family cause celebrate my birthday..and also thank you very much to muhammad radzrein b azmi for the meaningful presents...a lot of surprises i think till i am so speechless with that..heee..the happiness began from sunday...and thank you also to someone..your forgiveness are really2 made me happy on my born day even after that i heard many bad story..but i think it past..so, i'm not think about it too much..thank you to all my friends for your wishes..heee...